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and just hit that little rectangle button that says “follow”

i always follow back (:

see you all over on that account.

 if you wouldnt mind following my newest blog, it would be amazing.

im going to hardly ever be on this one anymore, except for reminding people i own  a new blog and no longer use this, but anyways, follow me on this new account and id much like it if you even promoted it for me. il do the same for you aswell.

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I just got abused and yelled at by my family, my friends, and one of my bestfriends because I called my theropist and canceled.
And told her im not coming back.

Apprently its the only thing keeping me sane enough to be out of ahospital, so my friends say. I don’t need to speak about my problems, get advice I don’t want to hear, not do I do the advice I get informed I should do.
And by should, its more of a must do.

No more anti-depresent medication, why do I need this shit.
Throwing the rest in the bin when I get home.
I havnt been taking them anyways.
My life, I chose how I live it.
Fuck people telling me what to do.
You all mean shit when it comes to rules.

“So as you’re cutely sleeping i’m just sitting here thinking that we have now been with you for 3 months :)
Though we fight and disagree alot, I have to say I don’t regret a single moment I’ve been with you, you’re truely an amazing girl. You are also hands down, one of the most beautiful girls I’ve met, inside and out. The way you make me feel and the feeling of satisfaction I get when I’m with you isn’t like anything I’ve felt before. Can’t exacly picture myself without you anymore. And so I hope we last for many more months. Also hope your stupid phone recieves this ¡___¡.
Ily xo.”

We always made it through everything.
What happened!

This ones too depressive and drowny.
The url for my new link will be posted up within 2 days.
Id really like it if my followers, followed my new page.
I always follow back.

it rather frustrates me that everyone around me I’ve seen get a second chance, but in my world, towards me, I get none.
I’ve blown it, that’s it, im gone. Not a single question asked, im just…gone.

Im inlove with a boy, who I’ve given so many chaces to, I’ve stayed in australia losing money on flights because he wanted me back.
I have a hate deeper than bone for this country, even when I was little, this island sickens me, but I stayed back for him, because he ‘couldn’t bare to see me leave’ but he left me, and yet won’t give me another chance.
We all make mistakes, we just need to forget and go on with our lives.

Its the same with friendship.
I forgot a friends birthday, I didn’t show up for a friends dinner, I decided to bail on going out on the town because I had school the next day.
None of these people have given me another chance.
Is it because they don’t want to, or is it because what I so badly did is unforgivable?
People get angry and upset and hold grudges over the sillest of things.
Its rather wrong when you read the reasons why.

A second chance is all I ever ask for, am ireally not worth that chance?
Unfortunatly, I’ll always be giving people that extra chance over and over, but these day, you give but never receive.